you know that you're MORE than ready to have a baby when:
you're peeing literally 25+ times a day ... your wardrobe consists of 1 pair of jeans & 3 shirts ... you cry just thinking or talking about being pregnant for much longer, probably scaring away most of your neighbors & family, seriously not stable at this point in time ... none of your shoes fit, except one pair & even those are tight ... you haven't been able to take your wedding ring off for over a month ... a nice lady at church goes out of her way to stop and tell you that you MUST take pictures of your belly because one day you will forget how big you are & people will not believe that you got so big ... you try jumping on the trampoline with your kids, only to find it wasn't such a good idea, and crap, you only have one pair of jeans ... just getting your shoes and socks on for the day should be considered a workout .
so for those of you who are wondering how i'm doing...to be honest, i'm surviving. every day for the past week and a half have been the longest days of my life. i think part of it is because zac & emerson both came 2 weeks early....so i've really worked myself up into believing that this little guy would come early as well. but no...here we are, getting closer to my due date, and i haven't progressed for the last 3 weeks. i'm almost dilated to a 3 & 70% effaced, but literally, i've been that way for almost a month, so it really doesn't mean much. :(
i'm scheduled to be induced monday morning at 7...and although i'm really not crazy about the idea of being induced, i think i'd prefer that over keeping this baby inside me much longer. i'm done, and that's all there is to it people. so please start sending positive vibes & thoughts my way...really, he needs to come out...like soon!! :)
